Cognition.: Archive

there’s this aching in my heart and i can feel it spreading outward. consuming myself and leaving an abyss of black.

Feb 27th

another favorite moment forever recorded in my mind.

Jan 29th

i give you my all. every day. i give you little bits of myself so you can call them yours, so you can feel complete. but as i do this, i lose more and more of myself, and i’ve been wearing myself thin as of late. i devote my all to you, but i can’t help but feel like it’s not enough for you, like i cannot make you complete.

Jan 17th

i know i’m not the best, but i really love you with all of my heart, and i always will.

Jan 7th

Dec 16th

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as much as i don’t like you being drunk, i like you when you’re drunk. not because you’re funnier, or easier to be around; but because you aren’t afraid to say what you think, you aren’t afraid to tell me how much you love me. you aren’t afraid to put your heart on your sleeve.

Nov 29th

i just want you to feel as miserable as i do without you.

Nov 27th

What if the rest of our lives isn’t enough?

Nov 19th

I love you more than the ocean is deep

Nov 18th

i traded my heart for yours, and i never regretted it.

Nov 13th

i know i bottle things up inside too much. i know that i just need to relax. i know that i need to stop over analyzing. i know i need to stop thinking about the past. i know i need to think more about the future and how today is not our last. i need to remember to not take everything so seriously. i know i need to stop giving complex meanings to things that simple and are meant at face...

Nov 12th

The truth is that I need you all the time, I just don’t know how to tell you.

Nov 8th

I’m getting tired of being told to live in the moment, when all I want is my bed and the sounds of the ocean. With hoods pulled tight and our sleeves covering our hands. It’s getting harder to sleep and we never seem to dream. It’s getting harder to sleep, we’re always tossing and turning. And I’m getting tired of being told that you’re only one person to the...

Nov 3rd

Love may not always be easy, but it is always worth it.

Oct 20th

Maybe it’s not about the grandiose gestures, the expensive gifts, or any of that. It’s about the little things that are taken for granted: the ability to spend every single day together, the need to not have to fill silences, being able to just be next to each other but doing different things, the way you kiss my forehead, the way our legs intertwine perfectly, the way it just feels...

Oct 18th

"Baby, lay with me"

my head on your shoulder, our bodies pressed together, your arms wrapped tightly around me; heaven.

Sep 19th

Honestly, what am I not afraid of?

Sep 8th

I used to love the way the sun warmed my skin on a summer day but now when the sun touches my skin I shiver because even the strongest of rays don’t match the slightest graze of your fingertips.

Sep 6th

I constantly yearn for you, even when I am with you. Not in the way that your presence isn’t enough; in the way that I want all of you. I want to be one with you, to feel what you feel, to think what you think, to have the beat of your heart make the blood course through my veins.

Aug 15th

I don’t know what I’m doing, but I do know what I want. You. Just you. Forever.

Jul 9th

I don't know what I'm doing anymore

Jul 9th

My home is in your arms.

Jun 22nd

You;

you somehow manage to make my heart stop and beat out of my chest at the same time.

Jun 15th

“My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won’t you kill me,...”

Jun 13th

“No one knows where they’re going They just know they want out of here...”

– Hoodie Weather - The Wonder Years

Jun 10th

“And as my head found that spot on your chest where it fits so perfectly, I...”

Jun 5th

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May 15th

“Your hand resting on my ribs, your warm breath dancing across my neck, your warm...”

May 15th

“There’s a reason we all listen to punk rock instead of top 40. There’s a reason...”

– Dan “Soupy” Campbell

May 13th

May 2nd

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Apr 26th

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Apr 26th

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Apr 26th

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Our legs were intertwined, our fingers were interlinked, my hand lightly rubbing your chest, your fingers lost in my hair.

Apr 17th

ASDFGHJKL;

Today was amazing. Very, very, amazing <3

Apr 17th

empty

I’ve finally found the word to describe how I feel, almost all of the time.

Mar 29th

Mar 28th

welp...

I didn’t get into Irvine… Which really sucks. The only reason I really wanted to go there was so I could keep skating. The ice rink is like my home and all of the coaches and skaters are my family. I’m going to be 400 miles away from my love… skating. I’ve been skating for ten years, and to stop suddenly when I go to college is going to fucking suck. I would give...

Mar 26th